a sacred place far away. far away. far away.
(especially from you.)
silence. light. absence. purity. height.
nothing. nobody. absolute faith.
in spite of the wind. the rain. the tears.
weakness and imperfection. it’s not me.
(mea culpa. I wanted to be loved.)
smell. taste. flesh. it’s not me.
(mea culpa. I surrendered to solitude.)
atonement.
to forget the pain?
(you never wanted me.)
of course.
dreams?
(saliva in your saliva. soul of your soul.)
also...
looking for salvation.
by being a better person. always.
superior. at all costs.
far away. far away. far away.